The Gender Dysphoria Bible

 I thought I would do a little public service announcement. Now, I don't know why people mainly read this blog and I guess you either like following one man's adventures in crossdressing or you're just here to read stories about guys magically turning into bimbos. Perhaps a combination of the two. Anyway, I recently came across, and spent a while reading, The Gender Dysphoria Bible which can be found online. 

The Gender Dysphoria Bible 

It's a great resource if you're questioning your gender or just looking to find out more about trans people in general. Certainly the piece on sexual dysphoria was interesting to me as it helped make more sense of how I've always viewed women and the "do I want to fuck her or do I want to be her?" conundrum. Anyway, I don't know if me putting a link up will help anyone but I hope it will. 

Stories Stories Stories #2

So far it's not been the best start to the year although I have got myself a couple of new dresses recently and a lovely pink jumper with hearts on that has an Enid from Wednesday vibe. 

Anyway, here are some stories I've been reading recently: 

Frat House Feminization by Sissy Girl Sammi

This is a fun tale set at Halloween as a witch takes revenge on a bunch of frat boys. Anyone who has read my Ember Montoya caps will know how much I like this sort of stuff plus multiple transformations is always fun. I must just mark out one fate, that of Eric who is made transgender. Nothing physically happens to him but mentally he's starting to think about things he never has before. Wonderfully he later sounds out another of the gang regarding crossdressing at Halloween because, hey, everyone does it. Aww, we've all been there, sweetie. Whether or not Erica would become someone who stands up for trans rights or continues on as a rich arsehole trampling all over her trans brothers and sisters remains to be seen. 

Tomboy Trouble by Razmagurk

This one by the ever reliable Razmagurk is for those that love the 'what if girls acted like boys' trope and is also a lot of fun especially how it ends up. 

The Wrong Uniform by Grace Fairway

Always nice to see new stories from Grace especially involving clothes swapping. This one is set in a school and takes place between a teacher and her chavvy student in detention. It was influenced by another story I read for the first time recently Spanking the Teacher by Netsylph which I enjoyed. One for people who enjoy F2F clothes swapping and power swaps

Finally I would just like to mention Evie Hyde's blog Evie's Emporium where Evie has been posting new stories every day so far this year. Great for those who enjoy M2F, F2F, power swaps corruption and especially bitchification. My recent faves include the Fit Bitch universe, De-Gen-Erate, the Role With It universe (which I love playing in), Hate Me Harder and Softening. I'm also honoured to be writing a story with Evie which I'm really enjoying the process of. I have wanted to start doing some longer stuff. 

Christmas Captions #2

 Here's another batch of captions created for the Haven's 12 Caps of Christmas this year. 

My Christmas was fine overall although I'm not too pleased to be back at work so soon. Here's a little tale though, over the last few weeks I went to see a favourite Christmas movie of mine played in a church with a live soundtrack. I was wearing a red maxi skirt, t-shirt, yellow cardigan and a pink coat and I headed to the toilet before the show kicked off. A very nice lady directed me to the ladies - which I did not want to go in for obvious reasons so for a few moments I was staring at the various toilet signs on the wall like I was trying to decipher hieroglyphics until she left. She didn't but she suggested the disabled toilets instead which I duly took somewhat sheepishly. I also posted my Role Exchanger: Office Christmas Party story on The Changing Mirror and it's elicited some nice comments. If anyone is interested this story, which is about 9-10 years old now is elsewhere on the site but anyway captions...

A Hot Girlfriend for Christmas (2025)

My first idea needed a bit more work so I came up with this as a replacement and I quite like it even though I couldn't decide on a TG method and nearly left it as a mystery.

Christmas at the Lodge (2025)

With this one, I was inspired by the picture which just screamed 'bimbo discovering snow' and I worked back from there. 

The Night Before (2025)

I was working on this one for quite a while. The picture is AI generated but it had a storybook look to it so I tried writing some poetry and parodying Clement Clarke-Moore's classic 1823 poem A Visit from St. Nicholas. 

The Email Request

As always there are a number of things I've been wanting to post about especially before I forget it all but for this post I thought I would just mention an email received at my work a few days ago which took me back to the old days reading about sissy stuff. If you're reading this I expect it's a route you may have gone down as well. Crossdressers look for any excuse to dress up and make it not look like it's exactly what we wanted to do. 

Anyway, this email came from a man who I'll call Billy (not his real name). Billy informed us that he had just lost a bet (haven't we all?) and now had to dress up as a woman and work at a local business for a few days (for nothing). We would get to pick his outfit and if we wanted him to attend an interview in drag then he would be willing. No idea what this mysterious bet was but good on him for trying it. Hell, if he's able to find a place you can work in drag I'm willing to try it out. 

Reading the email took me back to reading about crossdressers experiences go out and also the self challenges that people may do such as going into shops asking to try on wedding dresses or lingerie although I think to do that you may have a bit of a humiliation fetish. Certainly I've written enough caps in my time dealing with lost bets. I haven't passed on the email so I doubt I would be able to give poor Billy a chance although I just imagine if I did it would be the best day of his life. 

Halloween 2025

 I've been meaning to update this for a while now, adding what I've been doing and even a few story recommends but time just got away from me. I was also going to, due to it being spooky season, do a quick bit of flash fiction but even that I've struggled with so here is a double header of caps featuring monster based weirdness from 2014. These were created for the Rachel's Haven October Caption Contest with the theme of 'You are the Thing Demons are Afraid of'. Looking back, I quite like these two and in a lot of ways they sum up my style and humour. 

Enjoy and Happy Halloween! 

Invasion (2014)

Demon Rising (2014)

Check-Up #39

 It's been a busy month. I went on a work's trip to Italy which in some ways felt like a 3 day long panic attack as I don't really travel well but it was a more pleasant experience than some trips I've had. Italy is of course a beautiful country and ultimately I'm glad I had the opportunity to go there and experience it. I don't think I took full advantage of it though as I never felt I could relax properly. Perhaps if I had been there for a few more days. I did paint my nails the colours of the Italian flag though which went down quite well but that only made me feel worse for not being able to dress on a couple of other occasions and I definitely had dress envy. Perhaps that was part of it, I just felt a bit down most of the time for not being to live more authentically, which is a phrase I rarely, if ever, use but I guess it applies here. 

I've bought a couple of new things recently. I was able to get some new boots for a Star Trek cosplay which are really nice and fit really well so much so that I may wear them on other occasions. I also bought a nice purple maxi skirt a few weeks ago and just yesterday I bought yet another variation on the black dress with white flowers look I seem keen to cultivate. I do have quite a few dresses like that now. The weather is getting a bit cooler now so the summer dresses may have to fall by the wayside however I have lost a bit of weight recently which is nice so there is some stuff I may now be able to fit into. 

Last thing I want to mention is that Gen V came back recently. This is the second season of the spin-off from superhero series The Boys set at a university for young heroes. I did have a look back as I'm sure I shared this opinion before but one of the students is Jordan Li who is bigender and has the ability to switch between genders at will (played by Derek Luh and the wonderfully named London Thor as the masc and femme personas respectively). They do explore this quite well in the series but I am wishing that they would lean a little into more femme clothing sometimes. However this does fit with the character as someone who is still learning about existing as different genders. There is no sudden change in personality as you may get with a Jekyll and Hyde type transformation but Jordan is just themselves however they decide to present at that moment. It will be interesting to see how the series develops this further. 

Publicity photos of Derek Luh and London Thor
as Jordan Li in Gen V

Check-Up #38

 I haven't done an awful lot recently or really bought much except a lovely green pleated maxi skirt. I'm worried that I'm running out of space to store so even buying does make me feel a bit guilty. This is a shame as it's one of the only joys I seem to get out of life these days. Work hasn't been going so well recently in fact it's been quite stressful even trying to wrangle a day off. 

I've also been thinking a lot about how long I've been doing this recently and why I continue. Sometimes I still feel like the odd one out but it's not so bad anymore. There are also times, like last night, when I get dressed up to go out, see myself in the mirror, and I honestly can't stop smiling because I feel so good which is a rarity these days. My hair is a little longer at the moment too so I think that really helps with it. 

I've still been enjoying Infinite Worlds recently but here's a couple of stories I've read:

The Reversal by VAXcrasher is a sweet story of a married couple reversing their roles and finding out how the other half lives. 

Swapped Destinies by VAXcrasher is a similar tale of a man and a woman mysteriously switching lives.